BUT I CAN ALSO BE A DISCIPLE
Florentino UlibarriI could continue in this way,
more or less in the same way as now,
keeping a prudent balance,
justifying my options and decisions,
saying yes even if only halfheartedly...
But I can also be ... a disciple.
More than ever I want to be master
of my actions, footsteps and life,
not renounce the liberty I have achieved,
give myself with affection to my own ones,
and have that serene peace of a duty well done...
But I can also be ... a disciple.
I can carry my cross, and perhaps yours also
I can also complicate my life
and complicate the lives of others with boldness,
tell them about your good news
and sow new utopias...
But I can also be ... a disciple.
I can desire new proyects,
both lively and solidly constructed
for a more humane and collaborative future;
I want to work, be effective,
hit the nail on the head, succeed...
But I can also be ... a disciple.
I am capable of stopping and thinking,
of listening, contrasting and discerning;
sometimes, I take refuge in what is sensible,
other times, I make joyful proclamations
and I appear to break moulds and models...
But I can also be ... a disciple.
I can amuse myself with good things,
give thanks, day by day, for my task, my good luck,
my friends, my studies,
my healthy and useful life;
I can build towers and bridges...
But I can also be ... a disciple.
I don't always finish what I start;
at other times I take risks, and don't hit the mark,
or I stop advancing and try and keep my balance;
I like to leave my doors open, just in case,
and my appointments book with empty hours...
But I can also be ... a disciple.
Florentino Ulibarri
Traducción de Hugo Castelli